Finally, I will start my blog. My intent is not to share any divine wisdom or insight's. I do not find myself particularly clever nor amusing.

Simply having an outlet may be the best thing one can do, especially for someone like me that spends most of my time either in extremely social scenarios to bordering on being a mute. Quite a contrast really. My mute moments are usually entangled in deep thoughts and internal debates. I wonder if I have a Cybil in me somewhere. I think everyone has a little, Cybil. Different people bring out dimensions of our personalities.

Today for example I am thoughtful. Very. I have held on so tight I have lost myself in the struggle. Perhaps saying it aloud, well, through writing it to the abyss may begin to unwind my wound up mind.

What a concept would it be to understand fate. Does someone come into your life for a purpose? Do events happen for a purpose? Do things fall into place for reasons or is it all insanely random? The dominoes are falling and I am more worried than ever that they are falling into the wrong place. That they are falling off a cliff.

Muffet Memoirs

Checking this blogging thing out.